``What if, if I could invite Rei to a drinking party, would I pay triple the participation fee? It's okay... If I record a video, I won't be able to say anything about her...'' Betrayal of a female friend I trusted ``Ugh... I thought we were friends. Huh? We're still friends (lol)...That's because I didn't join the club until now... I don't feel guilty at all! A record of a female college student who was raped thoroughly until she mentally collapsed.