``Weekdays are spent repeating work, going home, eating, drinking, and sleeping, and holidays are just a normal day with nothing to do. I don't have any hobbies...I just live my daily life without any change. I search for change and stimulation in these empty days, so I use the camera. I've been here before. I've had about 7 or 8 people, and my boyfriend broke up with me, so I'm alone now. The moment I told him that stimulation = being blamed, the actor suddenly took on a commanding tone.